The update...

Being back in singapore... i found a job almost straight after.. THANK GOD!

WOrked at SMRT Corp for 6weeks as an Executive HR, then did another one week at another depratment as a clerk. Then now...i'm finished..and done with working part time...

another chapter looms (if theres such a word, i'm lazy to look at the dictionary to see what it means, however it feels like a word i want to use.) deciding about the future... the next few days..the next few weeks the next few months...the next few years...the next few decades....its all about choice and decisions...

Surely, theres more to just picking and choosing... I realise that i have a choice... and i thank God for the freedom to choose...the freedom to be able to say and do it... God provides no joke about it...

I know He cares and listens and knows and sees my every moment word...thought... and cries...
However, i'm still human and need constant chidling( another word i think should be used here) from whoever and whatever... BUT ... because i've always been given the freedom to choose... i realise my level of understanding or acceptance towards certain advise seems to fall on hard ground (unwillingness, or maybe deaf ears) BUT ...BUT... but i have learnt to accept ..i've learnt to listen... i've learnt to understand and hear it out before i pass the fiery judgement of mine.. WHy i do that i dont know...but we get to choose at the end of the day ...

and the choices right now... are... choices... that might be for the long term...
can i hang in there? can i commit? can i stay... can i grow roots?

All dependant on God...
All dependant on GOd...
All dependant on GOD...

I'm back! in singapora! its nice to be home. Its nice to be with family. Its nice to have old friends. Its nice to eat cheap food. Its nice to have sold the car. Its nice to have finished a chapter in life. Its also nice to be starting a new journey!

I believe God really is good, He really helped me to sell the car. The guy whom ask me to hold the car for him for two weeks last minute gave up. But thank God for a last minute back up buyer!

and i also thank God that by the end of this week i would have a job! for the time i'm here in singapore... just a couple of months which is good. So far things have been going according to plan! praise God...

i hope i can make a change or at least initial one...

so this is week it has been really fun and awesome. Over the weekend we had a leaders retreat, and i'm looking to sell my car and during the weekend, God told me that He will help me sell the car in three days. So counting on monday to be one and i should at least sell the car by thursday which means i'll get to go to church on wednesday by car for once more, before handling over!

Other than that i'm really looking forward to going back to spend time with family and friends, also to soak up the word from my senior pastor and other resources! I think God really is grace abounding and really good to me and my family.

I'm moving into the next phrase of life? somehow i feel that at this time people or actually people around my age are planning to get married or at least have some decision awaiting them or in the pipelines. ME? i'm still going to study for another year? oh well... maybe i'm just a slow learner.

No matter what... God is good!

these days i've been thinking, really like not that i dont think often. But i've found that practice does really work! i remember hearing coaches, teachers, mothers fathers, actually most of the authorative people in my life say "practice makes perfect" It is true!

The same thing goes for being a Christian, the walk of love takes lotsa practice. Love needs to be practice needs to be learnt and then practice again . It has taken me, rather looking back or remembering the times i've not walked in love, actually reminds me of how i've not been walking in love. The first time i threw a tantrum, at or rather i didnt respond but REACTED was when i was really young. I would either have it my way or just not have it at all. But as time grew and learning take place and also God's grace and mercy descend and "revelated" through me.

i've learnt that if a situation happens,

step 1 : Resist !

step 2: Think ?

step 3: Respond !


3 easy steps.. resist the temptation to just react, to just let go , to just ARGGG!!!! Then think ,think of the consequences think of the things that could have and should have but is not right now. Solutions have never been developed through anger. Always take time to think cause thinking means you're attacking the problems not the person ! Love is all about the person , never about the problem. The problem is God's and the person is our responsibility. Thats right the RESPONSIBILITY. Once you have done step 1 and 2 proceed to step 3 ... Respond with the solution or what you might think would be suitable for the situation.
(2 John 1:6)


So the journey of a different destination has began for me, as i embarked upon a never before treaded path in my life. To think i would ever become someone who would bestow knowledge or impart experience. Does the word - Teacher , ring or even prime any thoughts upon the words i've tried to impressionalise Teachers ?

Yes its that time again where i try to reinvent something which is already in motion but i'll still do it. No matter what its worth a try , needless to say i'm restarting the blog all over again ! yipppeee...

Latest or newest thing is, i've finally graduated and not become another burden to society but i'm proud to be another aspiring world shaker history maker! HurraaaAAa!! so say all the graduates!

Also check this out... http://uk.youtube.com/user/StandYoungAdults
this is the new spot for all our young adults news... they are abit cOol... and yeah just cool! hah!

heres one of the ones we did last week http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8k-nMcXrE9w

anyway these days i've learnt that stirring up passion is much needed ... passion for the word, passion for the lost... passion for the future! so to speak i'm still working on my passion !

Seriously. next year . i'll become a primary school teacher! World Domination ! or just kiddish ambitions? wOoWWeee... inspired or aspired ... one day someone will thank me for being their teacher! (i pray...)

Without further AAAaa... DO.. i reopen this blog.. !


*Offically reopened again after the last inactive period *
*by The most adorable and talkativable Edwin Wee*

Just came back from Penang and KL and Genting.. it was fun ...tasty and yummy and sweaty! ... hahahha... its been nearly 10 over years since i last set foot in Msia... the food in penang is awesomely faabullousss! ....so tasty ... so yummy so delicious...so mMMMMm... everything there is so good... except i didnt really like their laksa..as it was kinda soupy and watery...but the penang laksa is ....!!!!!! out of 10 i give... 10 !!! errr... but the char kway teow also.... number 1 .... hmmm...

char kway teow...must try ... in penang... the place is called sister char kway teow... .. NUMBER 1 ....also try all the other stalls ...that use duck egg to fry ...waaaaah... it makes all the difference...

I just posted some pictures on facebook... and its been awhile since i've gone to facebooked...hahahha... these past few days have been fun ... going out to eat supper... going shoppping alone! hahahah... anyway ... much more to come in the next week as i journey across the waters and over the borders and visit... Malaysia...truly asia...! hahhhahaa...

anyway ...CNY is coming yay!! hurrraa!